So long, London

Sorrow is full of contradictions.

I know he’s gone, yet some part of me still waits. I know I won't hear his voice like that again, yet I listen for it in the quiet. 

I know he won't walk through the door, yet I glance up every time it opens. Truly, it's a strange kind of heartbreak-one that doesn't just hurt but disorients. One that makes the impossible feel possible, even if just for a second.

Because how can someone so loved, so deeply woven into my life, just disappear? 

How can the world go on like nothing has changed when, for me, everything has?

Caitiff. 

*So long, London -Taylor Swift 🎶*